This month I had so many homes that I feel homeless..
LADDER by ANNAVARGA
NOCTURNAL SUN by PETRA PETERFFY
She brings a faint blush on her own cheeks every time she looks in the mirror.
If you are waking up several times during the nights can you still consider the last morning wake up as a real one?
12.13 AM after an hour of sleep i switch on the light next to my bed, drink some water, trying to read but cant concentrate
2.05 AM the paper of the book stuck to my face, i feel if im lying under the sand of a desert, i open the window, the air is cold, cold is good, cold numbs me, cold saves me
3.29 AM wanna scream but have no power, instead im going to have a shower. warm is good, warm put her arms around me, warm saves me
4.41 AM im rubbing my chest, i sit up, my feet touches the ground, ground is good, im not sinking anymore
5.48 AM lying on my stomach. my mind is melting in my soft breathing, when i open my eyes brightness holds me tight. i survived another night. light is good, light saves me, i am peace.
i am awake. am i awake?